Category Archives: Love

Back in England :(

After a long and tortuous trip I’m now back in England in one piece … well, physically anyway.
I’ve left heart and my home in Olympia. I miss Miya and Sarah so much, I’m trying to put a strong face on things but inside I’m screaming. I’ve not been able to get more than a few [...]

US Trans Immigration Help!

We’re in desperate need of any help and advice, if anyone knows of similar cases can you please get in touch (trinity.deja at googlemail.com), via Trinity Dejavu in Secondlife or trinity0002d on YIM.
I’m a uk cit, pre-op male to female transexual, I have had no surgery at this point and have been living full time [...]

Miyabina Ann Susanti

Today we went to the courts for a name change hearing for Miya. We had to wait a while for the commissioner to get to name changes. Interesting (if not a little voyeristic) sitting in the court room listening to other people request restraining orders, typically against abusive men, or in one case a woman [...]

Happy Birthday Baby!!!

I love you more than I can say, my love, my life, my pet, my everything. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
The folks at the TGL organised a suprise party, you can see my pic’s on flickr here, and Caitlyn’s here.
Jim and Sarah came over and we all went out for a family meal to Three Margaritas, miya had [...]

Diary of my Dreams

I’ve been toying with the idea of writing my dreams down for years, just another one of those things that come bedtime I’ve forgotten about, no biggie, I don’t remember my dreams anyway, never have.
Now my dreams stick with me for days and I can’t shake them. Fears, uncertainty and memories mingle exposing the fragility [...]

Goodbye Inkland .. Hello Amelica!

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I’m writing this on the plane with miya looking over my shoulder, she’s board (lawl), so please excuse a lower than normal amount of spelling mistakes, grammatical gaffs and general dyslexia.
After a few hectic days of packing and giving things away, the last 31 years of my life has been reduced to two suitcases, a [...]

Oh noes, holes in me too!!

Went and got my lip pierced with my pet Miyabina yesterday, will have some pics in a couple of days as its still a bit swollen. YAY :D
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2008 Blues :’(

I have no energy. I can’t concentrate. I’m on the verge of tears all the time, one wrong word and I’m going to burst. I’m screaming on the inside and no-one can hear me.
I’m physically disgusting, trapped in a body thats not mine and making no progress with the NHS to get anything done to [...]

I’m Afraid

I’ve finally received the news I’ve been looking forward to and dreading, the date my exwife, boyfriend and daughter will be moving out.
When I separated from my wife, we were still very very close, there was no future together as partners but we still loved each other very much. We stayed living in the same [...]

Family Matters

When my old life and the lies that held it in place finally crumbled a year and a half ago. I was terrified of telling my family, parents, wife, siblings, because I was afraid they wouldn’t understand and would reject me.
My parents didn’t understand or accept. They still don’t. I doubt they ever will.
I talked [...]

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