Trinity Dejavu

Alice threw our dear friend neko a little going away party, some awesome live music from Craig Lyons, friends and family, bittersweet. Take care Neko ;)

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Aside from HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve not got a lot to say really. I’m off the anti depressants, headaches and dizzyness have gone now and generally I feel more me than I have in a long time.

Christmas was ok, I just miss Miya so much, especially over the holidays. We are working on things and it’s getting better. I did get to spend some time with my daughter, so that rocks :)

The housing situation isn’t really going anywhere as everywhere is closed for xmas, hopefully things will move pretty quickly now we are in the new year. I need to be somewhere by the 18th of Jan at the very very latest or im under a bench someplace.

Lilly will be over soon and I’m so looking forward to seeing her, just hoping we will have somewhere to stay!

Finally, a couple of pics I took today in SL, been working on my house a lot and I think the new jail cell kicks ass.

Woke up this morning from a series of intermingled bad dreams, so many people, so many places, so many memories. Crying in my sleep and hard to hold it back now I’m awake.

I miss my baby.

I miss living for today and dreaming about tomorrow.

I miss riding shotgun with my hand on your lap.

I miss reading bedtime stories, pick two books.

I miss watching you sleep, your face next to mine when I wake.

I miss McClain and Tumwater, Pheonix and Jim.

I miss the stars on the ceiling.

I miss circle boy, hip cat, and the kitchen stink.

I miss hearing my name, I miss saying your’s more.

I miss Wendy’s and Denny’s and Happy Meals with you.

I miss my independance, my time and my space.

I miss talking to you on my smoke break.

I miss your eyes and your smell, your hair and your taste.

I miss holding hands, your touch, your embrace.

I miss PST, RTV and ABC 1560.

I miss remembering and not crying.

I miss my baby.