With the current wedding planners dropping out a week before the actual wedding we had hoped to get something put together in time, but as our kitten wont be online for the day either, we have decided to put it back a month.
Lilly Noodle and Trinity Dejavu will be wed in SL, Monday 13th July, 3PM SLT (PDT). Plenty of time to build our location and arrange all the details (I hope .. P A N I C !).
My daughter is over, the following started as a conversation with her and my mother after Dinner and I got to thinking and came up with this. It’s not to far from the actual thing.
Me: My friend was in hospital and he died for 30 seconds. Heart stopped and everything, they they plugged the oxygen back in and everything started up again.
Daughter: So he was going up to heaven saw the light and was yanked back?
Me: Oh no, you don’t go to heaven when you die.
Daughter: Where do you go?
Me: Bradford.
Mother: Bradford? Why not Heaven?
Me: Hard to believe inst it, both are such mystical places.
Daughter: Bradford!
Me: Afraid so, in fact, if you ever meet anyone from Bradford they are actually already dead. Nothing the dead like more than to play mind games with the living.
Mother: What about the other place?
Daughter: Yeah, what happens if you are bad?
Me: Fiji. Gets quite warm.
Mother: I know people who’ve been to Fiji on holiday.
Me: Let out early for good behaviour?
Daughter: You’re crazy.
Me: I have the certificates to prove it.
Mother: I don’t doubt that.
Me: Good! Wouldn’t want you to think I was just making this up.
Daughter: [Blank stare].
Aside from HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ve not got a lot to say really. I’m off the anti depressants, headaches and dizzyness have gone now and generally I feel more me than I have in a long time.
Christmas was ok, I just miss Miya so much, especially over the holidays. We are working on things and it’s getting better. I did get to spend some time with my daughter, so that rocks :)
The housing situation isn’t really going anywhere as everywhere is closed for xmas, hopefully things will move pretty quickly now we are in the new year. I need to be somewhere by the 18th of Jan at the very very latest or im under a bench someplace.
Lilly will be over soon and I’m so looking forward to seeing her, just hoping we will have somewhere to stay!
Finally, a couple of pics I took today in SL, been working on my house a lot and I think the new jail cell kicks ass.
Woke up this morning from a series of intermingled bad dreams, so many people, so many places, so many memories. Crying in my sleep and hard to hold it back now I’m awake.
I miss my baby.
I miss living for today and dreaming about tomorrow.
I miss riding shotgun with my hand on your lap.
I miss reading bedtime stories, pick two books.
I miss watching you sleep, your face next to mine when I wake.
I miss McClain and Tumwater, Pheonix and Jim.
I miss the stars on the ceiling.
I miss circle boy, hip cat, and the kitchen stink.
I miss hearing my name, I miss saying your’s more.
I miss Wendy’s and Denny’s and Happy Meals with you.
I miss my independance, my time and my space.
I miss talking to you on my smoke break.
I miss your eyes and your smell, your hair and your taste.
I miss holding hands, your touch, your embrace.
I miss PST, RTV and ABC 1560.
I miss remembering and not crying.
I miss my baby.