Category Archives: Smoking

2008 Blues :’(

January 4th, 2008 | Posted in Change, Life, Love, NHS, Smoking, Weakness, Work

I have no energy. I can’t concentrate. I’m on the verge of tears all the time, one wrong word and I’m going to burst. I’m screaming on the inside and no-one can hear me.
I’m physically disgusting, trapped in a body thats not mine and making no progress with the NHS to get anything done to [...]

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Stupid +2

September 13th, 2007 | Posted in Addiction, Smoking

Woke up this morning determined that I was going to start afresh, get back into the non-smoker habit, and I did another stupid.
Every morning I walk to work through an ASDA superstore, and every day I manage to not buy cigarettes.
Only today, I just walked like a zombie into the shop and bought a pack, [...]

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Stupid +1

September 13th, 2007 | Posted in Addiction, Smoking

I’d gone all day with out a smoke, didn’t even miss it. Then before bed I had a bacon sandwich and just had to steal one of my ex-wifes boyfriends.
I wish I had never ever started this stupid habit, if they ever come up with a cure it should they should give it to all [...]

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Stupid

September 11th, 2007 | Posted in Addiction, Smoking

I had been doing so well, the days were flying by and most of the time I didn’t even think of cigarettes. I had quit, succeeded, all done. Then I have one craving after a eating the most fantastic Chicken Madras ever (cooked by my ex-wifes boyfriend), give in and go for a smoke. It [...]

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I’m addicted to nicotine.

July 10th, 2007 | Posted in Addiction, Childhood, Smoking

I’m addicted to nicotine.
Started smoking in my early teens because a friend did and we all felt invincible. Everybody smoked, it was just something you did. I’m not addicted, won’t happen to me.
You can’t explain to a teenager what addiction actually means, the only way they can understand is after it’s to late. So, despite [...]

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