Monthly Archives: July 2007

Tired of Waiting

It’s a year since my gender confusion and the resulting depression forced me to my doctors surgery.
The wait between making the appointment and the waiting room felt like a life time. I tried to work out how I would phrase things, what I would say to get my message across, even other things I could [...]

Seeds of Change

A Storm is coming….
Maddeningly adrift on a calm ocean, disturbed only by fruitless attempts at control, unable to build momentum save to lift myself momentarily only to crash back down.
Despondency clouds the horizon, life on hold with no where to go.
Seeds sown, prayers answered, eyes opened. The storm is coming, but this is my [...]

I’m addicted to nicotine.

I’m addicted to nicotine.
Started smoking in my early teens because a friend did and we all felt invincible. Everybody smoked, it was just something you did. I’m not addicted, won’t happen to me.
You can’t explain to a teenager what addiction actually means, the only way they can understand is after it’s to late. So, despite [...]

Beginnings

I’ve never been one for putting my thoughts down, although I’ve always known I should and now, after much procrastination and good intentions its time to start. So, I figure I might as well just start from the beginning. Just don’t judge my mutilation of the English language.
Until puberty, everything was just fine. I was [...]

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